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  • A Conversation with Myself Mark from Parasite.

    A Conversation with Myself Mark from Parasite.

    1 Before everything happened, how would you describe your life?

    Mark: I’d say it was fragile. Not broken, just fragile. I’d done time, yeah. I’d screwed things up, no denying that. But I was trying. Working nights, keeping my head down, doing what I was supposed to do. Every day felt like I was walking a tightrope. One bad step and I’d go back to where everyone expected me to be.

    2: You were a Marine. How did that part of your life stay with you?

    Mark: The Marines teach you how to endure. You learn to keep moving even when you’re empty. That helped me survive in prison. Helped me survive afterward. But it doesn’t teach you how to stop wanting more. That part never shuts off.

    3: Money was tight. How much pressure were you under at home?

    Marl: Every damn day. Bills, rent, and Jenny chasing bingo jackpots like they were a lifeline. I didn’t blame her. We were both desperate. You wake up every morning knowing you’re one missed paycheck away from losing everything. That kind of pressure changes how you think. It narrows your world.

    4: Let’s talk about the basement. When you hit the metal, what went through your mind?

    Mark: Hope. Pure hope. I know that sounds stupid, but that’s the truth. I thought, This is it. Scrap metal, buried junk, something I could sell. I didn’t think “danger.” I thought “rent paid.” I thought maybe, just maybe, I could finally stop drowning.

    5: At what point did you realize it wasn’t normal?

    Mark: When it didn’t look like anything I’d ever seen. No rust. No seams. No decay. It didn’t belong there or anywhere else. But by then I was invested. That’s the thing people don’t understand. Once you convince yourself salvation is inches away, you stop asking whether you should keep digging.

    6: The insects appeared shortly after. How did that moment feel?

    Mark: Wrong. Not scary at first, just wrong. Like reality slipped sideways. When that thing hit my arm… I knew. I knew something had crossed a line that couldn’t be uncrossed. And then it was inside me. After that, fear didn’t matter anymore.

    7: What happened once the parasite entered your body?

    Mark: Imagine your thoughts aren’t yours anymore but you can still hear them arguing. I felt stronger. Clearer. The pain stopped. The fear stopped. But something else took its place. A voice. Not talking exactly, it was more like agreement. Like a crowd deciding for you.

    8: You resisted at first. Why?

    Mark: Because part of me knew it was lying. It showed me things. Worlds, memories, power, but it didn’t show consequences. And I knew, deep down, that anything offering that kind of escape always takes more than it gives.

    9: Do you regret digging up the object?

    Mark: Yeah, but regret assumes I’d have walked away if I’d known. And I’m not sure that’s true. I was tired of being small. Tired of losing. That thing fed on that hunger. It didn’t force me, it used me.

    10: If someone hears this and finds something like what you found, what would you tell them?

    Mark:Don’t touch it. Don’t believe it when it promises answers. Don’t believe it when it tells you you’re special. Some doors exist because they’re meant to stay closed.

    Mark and his wife Jenny appear in Parasite: Shadows of the Past II An ancient parasite. A small town in crisis. Survival means facing the horror within.

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    When bullied teen Anthony finally stands up to his tormentor Randy, a violent confrontation leads to a tragic accident. Something ancient and inhuman awakens in the aftermath. As Randy’s broken body is invaded by a bizarre, otherworldly parasite, a wave of grotesque transformations and unexplained violence sweeps through Garret County, Maryland.
    Deputy Sam Hardin, haunted by his own past encounters with the supernatural, is drawn into a spiraling nightmare as children go missing, birth defects surge, and a strange, predatory animal stalks the woods. Meanwhile, a prospector in Tennessee stumbles upon a buried alien machine, and a series of grisly incidents across the country hint at a spreading infection that threatens all of humanity.

    Told through the intersecting lives of traumatized families, desperate law enforcement, and ordinary people caught in extraordinary circumstances, Parasite explores the terrifying consequences of an ancient evil unleashed. As the parasite’s influence grows, turning victims into hosts and spawning monstrous hybrids. Sam and his gifted son Frankie must confront the horror head-on, racing against time to contain a threat that could spell the end of mankind.

  • New Release: A Tale of Three Cities.

    New Release: A Tale of Three Cities.

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    Synopsis: In a city built on myth and soaked in rain, truth is the most dangerous thing you can find.

    When a women’s corpse explodes in the rain outside the Temple and floods half the Hill, Mara Raven is pulled away from the search for her missing husband and back into the job she never for: using her strange Power to fish for killers in a city rotting from the inside out.

    Mara Raven doesn’t believe in gods or monsters. The only thing she puts her faith in is the dream-sea — an eerie, otherworldly current only she can dive into, dragging up secrets others prefer to stay buried. The Temple wants silence, preferring to pray to the Slaughtered Ones, long dead ancestors Mara doesn’t believe ever existed. The constables want results. And someone else, known only as the Revealer, wants to open the ancient Gate to the so-called Abode of the Ancestors, an act which may prove disastrous.

    As the city drowns in its myths and murder, Mara follows a trail of blood, lies, and twisted devotion as nightmares from the dream-sea begin to bleed into reality. A seal has been broken. Something is coming through that Gate, and it’s not forgiveness for the city’s sins.

    Dark, hallucinatory, and sharp as broken glass, A Tale of Three Cities is a speculative noir mystery for readers who like their heroines mad, bad, and haunted.

    About the Author

    Born in Ukraine and currently residing in California, Elana Gomel is an academic with a long list of books and articles, an award-winning writer, and a professional nomad. She has taught in Israel, Italy, and the US, and is known in the academy for her (purely theoretical) interest in serial killers, alien invasions, and rebellious AIs.

      Her upcoming academic publication is Palgrave Handbook of Global Fantasy. She is the author of more than a hundred stories, several novellas, and five novels of dark fantasy and dark science fiction. Several of her stories appeared in Best of the Year anthologies. Her most recent publications are Nigtwood, a novel of fairy tales and exile, and the collection My Lady of Plagues and Other Gothic Fairy Tales. She is a member of HWA.

    • New Release: An Hour Before Dark by Larry Hinkle

      New Release: An Hour Before Dark by Larry Hinkle

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      Strange things are afoot on the Eris Ridge Trail.

      The barriers between worlds are breaking down.

      People, planes, an entire military base—all have gone missing, transported to an ever-changing cosmic kaleidoscope where they’re hunted, haunted, recruited, and cursed, trapped in time and terrorized by forces they can’t comprehend.

      A man afraid of flying boards a never-ending flight. An online paranormal show’s investigation takes a bloody detour. A woman on the run is recruited by a mysterious corporation with nefarious plans. An army guard fights for his life when the military opens a doorway they can’t close.

      In An Hour Before Dark, Larry Hinkle returns to the Trail with ten interconnected tales that deepen the mystery while expanding the mythos.

      Watch your step on the Trail. It will be dark soon.

      About the author:

      Larry Hinkle is still probably the least famous writer you’ve never heard of. A copywriter living with his wife and two doggos somewhere in America, when he’s not writing stories that scare people into peeing their pants, he writes ads that scare people into buying adult diapers, so they’re not caught peeing their pants.

      His newest collection, An Hour Before Dark, comes out in February, 2026. His cosmic horror novella, The Eris Ridge Trail, was released to great reviews in March 2025, while his debut collection, The Space Between, was published in February 2024. His short stories made the preliminary ballot for the Bram Stoker Awards (horror’s highest honor) in 2020 and 2022. His stories have also appeared in The Rack: Stories Inspired by Vintage Horror Paperbacks; The Rack II: More Stories Inspired by Vintage Horror Paperbacks; October Screams: A Halloween Anthology; and multiple times on The NoSleep Podcast, among others.

      He’s an active member of the HWA; a graduate of Fright Club and Crystal Lake’s Author’s Journey short story and novella programs; an HWA mentee; and a survivor of the Borderlands Writers Bootcamp.

    • Establishing Daily Routines for Effective Writing

      Establishing Daily Routines for Effective Writing

      My wife is always teasing me about how structured my days are. “It’s 8:30, time for Rick to grab breakfast, then go to his office and work.”

      “It’s eleven o’clock, time to work out.”

      “We don’t always have to eat dinner at five.”

      But for me these routines are important in helping me manage my day. It’s critical that we establish routines in our daily lives so as not to become overwhelmed with all of the mundane tasks that occupy our days. I know a few people who are so disorganized that they act surprised when it’s time to go to work, as if that moment were a wild beast quietly sneaking up on them.

      You probably know a few in your own life. Those people who are never on time and can’t really be relied upon to be where they promise they will be.

      “I’m sorry, was that today?” They’ll tell you even though they had known about the appointment for than a month and had been reminded periodically. There is a certain subset of society who likes to blame this on a new phenomenon called Time Blindless. Of course, I’m old school and willing to call it what it is. Laziness. But that’s a subject for another time and place.

      Today I want to talk about writing and routine, and why a routine is important in not only writing, but in every aspect of a person’s life. Routine provides a structure to your day, a roadmap if you will that guides you through the myriad events of your day, ensuring you meet your own expectations and arrive on time at any appointments you may have scheduled.

      When I served in the military punctuality was drilled into us relentlessly. “If you’re ten minutes early you’re on time. If you’re on time you’re late.” Unfortunately, command had a totally different idea as to what was considered on time.

      We had another saying in the military that tied neatly into the first. “Hurry up and wait.” It was not unusual to get the order to move out at 0600, 6am for those not familiar with military time, yet we’d all be sitting around in the staging area come 9am waiting for someone to pull their foot out of their ass so we could get going.

      It’s a good thing this was in training and there was not a friendly force out there somewhere desperately holding on waiting for us to show up with a promise to roll at dawn. Of course, most would not have expected the unit to move when promised anyway. Yet, somehow, we have managed to maintain our place as a reigning superpower.  

      And here I’m going off on another tangent. The real reason behind all this is that I should have had this finished and uploaded to my blog yesterday. But here I am at 8:53 am ET, writing this post. Sorry.

      As for writing, creating, or learning a new process it’s important to structure your day around your goals. When you establish a time and place, and stick to it, you’re telling yourself that this is the time and place where I will write. At first it might seem counterproductive to restrict your writing to a certain time and place, but it’s important to do so as you will train your body, and your mind to be ready to create at that time. At first you may end up browsing the web, or writing a late blog post, but you’re forcing yourself to concentrate on writing at this time.

      That doesn’t mean you can’t brainstorm the rest of the day. Most of us gather material for our work from our daily interaction. Writing down ideas, and thoughts throughout your day will help you store them for when you cam sit down to write.

      How many have heard the excuse. “I can’t write unless my muse is speaking to me, or they’re inspired to create.”   

      When you train yourself to write at a certain time and place you’ll be amazed to learn how easily it comes to you with a little practice. So be patient. Even if you only have an hour a day or can only manage a hundred words. That’s a hundred words that weren’t there before. A hundred words a day can add up, that’s 3000 words a month, which is the length of a typical short story. In one hundred days a hundred words a day will net you 10,000 words. Are they perfect words? Likely not, but everyone starts somewhere.

      What you’ll find when you start focusing your efforts is your word count for that hour can climb. Right now, as I’m writing this post it has been twenty-five minutes since I started and I’ve managed to put down 778 words to this point. They’re not completely clean by any stretch of the imagination, but within the next half an hour I’ll have a finished post that hopefully you’re reading right now.

      Tell me about your process. Do you have a set time and place to write, or create? Or do you take the scattered approach and grab what time you can spare throughout the day?  

    • A conversation with myself. Cheryl from Adversary

      A conversation with myself. Cheryl from Adversary

      1. Can you describe how your mother’s death changed your relationship with your father and your brother Frankie?

      When Mom died, it was like the ground disappeared beneath us. Dad just shut down. He was there, but not really there, you know? He drank more, and I felt like I had to be the adult, especially for Frankie. He needed someone, and I guess I needed to feel needed. But it was lonely. I missed having a real family, and sometimes I was angry at Dad for not being able to hold it together for us.

      2. What was going through your mind the night you left home with Andrea and her friends?

      Honestly? I was mad. At Dad, at Michelle, at the world. I wanted to get away, to feel like I had some control over my life. I thought maybe if I just left for a while, someone would notice. But mostly, I just wanted to forget everything for a night. I didn’t realize how quickly things could go wrong.

      How did you feel when you realized you were in over your head with Andrea’s group and the events that followed?

      Terrified. I tried to act tough, but inside I was panicking. I kept thinking, “What have I done?” I wanted to go home, but I was too proud to admit it. When things got violent, I just wanted to disappear. I felt so stupid for putting myself, others in danger.

      4. What was your relationship like with Michelle, and how did it evolve over the course of the story?

      At first, I hated her being around. She wasn’t my mom, and I didn’t want her to try to be. I was jealous, I guess, and angry that she could step in when I felt so lost. But she never gave up on us. She was there, even when I pushed her away. Over time, I saw how much she cared, and I realized she was hurting too. Now, I’m grateful for her. She’s family.

      5. Can you talk about your protective feelings toward Frankie? What drives you to defend him, even at great personal risk?

      Frankie’s my little brother. He’s different, and people don’t always understand him. After Mom died, I felt like it was my job to look out for him. He’s innocent, and I couldn’t stand the thought of anyone hurting him. I guess I needed to protect him because I couldn’t protect Mom, and I didn’t want to lose anyone else.

      6. How did you cope with the guilt and trauma after the violent events involving the police and your classmates?

      I didn’t, not at first. I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, but the nightmares wouldn’t let me forget. I felt guilty for surviving, for not doing more, for being there at all. It took a long time to talk about it, and even longer to forgive myself. Dad and Michelle helped, just by being there and not judging me.

      7. What did it mean to you when Michelle gave you the family heirloom on your eighteenth birthday?

      It meant everything. It was like Mom was reaching out to me, telling me it was okay to move forward. Michelle didn’t have to do that, but she did, and it made me realize she really cared. It helped me let go of some of the anger and finally accept her as part of our family.

      8. How did your view of your father change as he confronted his own grief and the supernatural threats facing your family?

      I saw him as human again. Not just my dad, but a person who was hurting and trying his best. When he fought for us, I realized he hadn’t given up, that he was just lost. It made me want to forgive him, and to try to rebuild what we’d lost together.

      9. Looking back, what advice would you give to someone facing loss and feeling alone, as you once did?

      Don’t shut people out. It’s easy to get angry and push everyone away, but that just makes it worse. Let people help you, even if you don’t think you want it. And don’t be afraid to talk about how you feel. You’re not alone, even when it feels like it.

      10. Now that your family has found some peace, what are your hopes for the future, for yourself, and for Frankie and your new family?

      I just want us to be happy. I want Frankie to have a chance at a normal life, whatever that means for him. I want Dad to find peace, and for Michelle to know she’s loved. As for me, I want to move forward, maybe go to college, and see what life has to offer. I want us to be a real family again.

      If you’d like to learn more about Cheryl and her family grab a copy of Adversary, book one in the Shadows of the Past trilogy.

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