1. Can you describe how your mother’s death changed your relationship with your father and your brother Frankie?
When Mom died, it was like the ground disappeared beneath us. Dad just shut down. He was there, but not really there, you know? He drank more, and I felt like I had to be the adult, especially for Frankie. He needed someone, and I guess I needed to feel needed. But it was lonely. I missed having a real family, and sometimes I was angry at Dad for not being able to hold it together for us.
2. What was going through your mind the night you left home with Andrea and her friends?
Honestly? I was mad. At Dad, at Michelle, at the world. I wanted to get away, to feel like I had some control over my life. I thought maybe if I just left for a while, someone would notice. But mostly, I just wanted to forget everything for a night. I didn’t realize how quickly things could go wrong.
How did you feel when you realized you were in over your head with Andrea’s group and the events that followed?
Terrified. I tried to act tough, but inside I was panicking. I kept thinking, “What have I done?” I wanted to go home, but I was too proud to admit it. When things got violent, I just wanted to disappear. I felt so stupid for putting myself, others in danger.
4. What was your relationship like with Michelle, and how did it evolve over the course of the story?
At first, I hated her being around. She wasn’t my mom, and I didn’t want her to try to be. I was jealous, I guess, and angry that she could step in when I felt so lost. But she never gave up on us. She was there, even when I pushed her away. Over time, I saw how much she cared, and I realized she was hurting too. Now, I’m grateful for her. She’s family.
5. Can you talk about your protective feelings toward Frankie? What drives you to defend him, even at great personal risk?
Frankie’s my little brother. He’s different, and people don’t always understand him. After Mom died, I felt like it was my job to look out for him. He’s innocent, and I couldn’t stand the thought of anyone hurting him. I guess I needed to protect him because I couldn’t protect Mom, and I didn’t want to lose anyone else.
6. How did you cope with the guilt and trauma after the violent events involving the police and your classmates?
I didn’t, not at first. I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, but the nightmares wouldn’t let me forget. I felt guilty for surviving, for not doing more, for being there at all. It took a long time to talk about it, and even longer to forgive myself. Dad and Michelle helped, just by being there and not judging me.
7. What did it mean to you when Michelle gave you the family heirloom on your eighteenth birthday?
It meant everything. It was like Mom was reaching out to me, telling me it was okay to move forward. Michelle didn’t have to do that, but she did, and it made me realize she really cared. It helped me let go of some of the anger and finally accept her as part of our family.
8. How did your view of your father change as he confronted his own grief and the supernatural threats facing your family?
I saw him as human again. Not just my dad, but a person who was hurting and trying his best. When he fought for us, I realized he hadn’t given up, that he was just lost. It made me want to forgive him, and to try to rebuild what we’d lost together.
9. Looking back, what advice would you give to someone facing loss and feeling alone, as you once did?
Don’t shut people out. It’s easy to get angry and push everyone away, but that just makes it worse. Let people help you, even if you don’t think you want it. And don’t be afraid to talk about how you feel. You’re not alone, even when it feels like it.
10. Now that your family has found some peace, what are your hopes for the future, for yourself, and for Frankie and your new family?
I just want us to be happy. I want Frankie to have a chance at a normal life, whatever that means for him. I want Dad to find peace, and for Michelle to know she’s loved. As for me, I want to move forward, maybe go to college, and see what life has to offer. I want us to be a real family again.
If you’d like to learn more about Cheryl and her family grab a copy of Adversary, book one in the Shadows of the Past trilogy.








